When tank is empty.......

A friend throw me a question: Is your tank empty....?

Yea.... My tank is empty now, drain and dry. Our life, it is just like a tank. We fill it with things we love to do. It is the matter of what you fill it with, whether it is sustainable? World's Busyness will drain the tank pretty fast. Talking about sustainable, what should we fill it with? Materialism? Pride? Those couldn't sustain even for a while! The first thing came across my mind for the question is worshiping God. That's the only way to fill my tank before it really drain out. It's a very good example to find a balance in a busy world. Then i began to realise that my tank is draining pretty fast, cause of my busy long hours work, it is pulling my own life away from me. That's why I feel frustrated, dry, and hungry (spiritually). I'm not balance anymore. I need to fill my tank to balance out myself between works and my life. Definitely needed to do so. Well, thanks to my buddy who throw me this question, it's worth to think deep about it.

Father in Heaven, my tank is draining out. Father, I pray that You will pour down Your wisdome upon me to turn over the situation. And Father Lord, strenghten me, Father O'Lord, to face the world, to defeat all those who want to draw me apart from You..... Lord O'God, I pray that You will bless my friends and people around me that give me support and encourage me, bless them in a special way O'Lord God Almighty.....

~Amen~

Letter from Sister.....

Dearest CK,

hey hey.. read your msg in msn in tears, realising that i miss u so much that i cried out.

Listen carefully !!! u were NOT the reason/cause to my bad results in A-level. It was me myself !! I was too playful, I played too much, too much distractions that I couldnt resist. IT WAS NOT BECAUSE OF YOU. Dont blame yourself for that, furthermore, it is past tense already!! But to be very honest, I am very glad that God brought me here in AIMST, SP. I came to know God, to be nearer to Him, to met with bunches of great friends, to have a real interesting university life. Every changes He made to my life, there were purposes. He made me know my weakness, He made me realise great things around me which i didnt notice all these while.

Gor.. it's the same thing God is doing on you. He has His purpose. He wants you to excel in something, He wants to mould you to a better person !! He wants to know your own ability, (though you mightbe thinking that He is giving you hard times, He is here just to bring you down, no, that is devil). Dont let 'em bring you down. Dont look at the past, those that we missed, we couldnt wind back the time, so we have to look in front, appreciate our time now. He has a better plan for you !!! Wonderful things will happen. You wont be able to appreciate the "wonderful-ness" if you have not gone through the bitter-ness.

and yes !! we tend to pray more, seek God when we're in hard times. we tend to miss home when we're troubled away from home, because til then only we fully understand the word HOME . Family will always be the one standing by our sides, as we will always be with you, ck. Although our parents always ngam ngam cham cham, they really ngam cham for our own good (though it's really beh tahan sometimes ) You know, they really love you. They want you to be independent. Papa always ask me about you.

Remember,you can always call us, you can always talk/write to me. ANYTIME !!!

You're not alone. We're always here for you.

We miss and love you so much


Shan.

When God Made You....

Its always been a mystery to me,

How two hearts can come together,

And love can last forever.

But now that I have found you I believe,

That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one.

So gone are all my questions about why,

And i've never been so sure of anything in my life

~chorus~
Oh I wonder what God was thinking,

when he created you.

I wonder if He knew everything I would need,

Because he made all my dreams come true.

When God made you,

He must have been thinking about me.

I promise that wherever you may go,

wherever life may lead you,

With all my heart I'll be there too.

And from this moment on I want you to know,

I'll let nothing come between us,

and I will love the ones you love.

So gone are all my questions about why

~chorus~
Oh I wonder what God was thinking,

when he created you.

I wonder if He knew everything I would need,

Because he made all my dreams come true.

When God made you,

He must have been thinking about me.

~bridge~
He made the sun He made the moon,

To harmonize a perfect tune,

One can't do without the other they just have to be together.

And that is how I know its true,

Your for me and i'm for you and my world

Just cant be right without you in my life

~chorus~
He must have heard every prayer I've been praying

He must've knew everything I would need
When God made you,

He must've been thinking about me.