can't really remember when my late grandny passed away, in my memories just near merdeka.... Guess I've come to some point that I've let go part of the pain... Every year her birthday and anniversary, I'll isolate myself for a period.... Even I've tired not to....
7 years ago.... I couldn't take it.... Till i ran away and evaporated myself from her funeral.... That put me into great pain and endless regret till now and still can't forgive myself.... I wasn't there for her for her last breath.... Not even a simple goodbye....
Sometimes joy can slower wounds in ones heart from bleeding, a deep cut seven years ago. Been trying hard to let go of the memorable one but not memories.... Joy and busyness seems helpfull in forgetting the pain or lesser the pain, for at least few hours, or maybe more.... Thank you for the great and priceless enjoyments of friendship, bondings, fellowship, laughters, memories....
Thank you...
7 years ago.... I couldn't take it.... Till i ran away and evaporated myself from her funeral.... That put me into great pain and endless regret till now and still can't forgive myself.... I wasn't there for her for her last breath.... Not even a simple goodbye....
Sometimes joy can slower wounds in ones heart from bleeding, a deep cut seven years ago. Been trying hard to let go of the memorable one but not memories.... Joy and busyness seems helpfull in forgetting the pain or lesser the pain, for at least few hours, or maybe more.... Thank you for the great and priceless enjoyments of friendship, bondings, fellowship, laughters, memories....
Thank you...
